RIP My Baby

This Saturday I took my cat into the vet to be put down. It was a long time coming and it took me a lot of back and forth emotions on the situation to finally go through with it. She has slipped a disk in her back months ago and ever since her health has been declining. The slipped disk caused her to not be able to use her back legs all that well. She could walk a little but mostly had to use more of her front arms to drag herself along. The vet put her on some steroids but they did not help all that much.
She held out pretty well during that time. She never lost her appetite....she always loved to eat her Fancy Feast. I was not sure if it was because she was to weak but she sometimes peed and pooed herself in her bed. This happened off and on but toward the end it was happening more frequently. That is one of the main reasons why I decided it was time to put her down. I know if I went to bathroom on myself I would not want to live that way.

I never noticed it until a week before the event but I think she might have lost her eye sight. I took her outside to enjoy the warm weather and I saw that her pupils never got small, even in the sun light. She also looked around like she did not know where she was. It was another sad sign that made me think it was time.

What i know for sure is that seeing my pet die was a very traumatic event. I don't think I will ever get that image of her slipping away out of my head. It was a very peaceful way to go...she pretty much fell asleep and drifted away. I Have not cried that hard in many years. My father and little brother went with me and stayed in the room as well as it all happened. I am 27 years old and I have never seen my father cry. I never knew he had that side to him. I was glad that they both came with me cause I was expecting to do it all alone.

I still get emotional when I think about it. My cat was about 16 years old, and she motley an out door cat. She defiantly lived a long life! I have never had to put any of my pets down before. All of them just ran away one day, so I never had to deal with they dieing. Maybe that is why this is so hard for me. I still feel guilty about making this decision. I always think maybe she still had another month or two....even one more week. I hope I made the right decision at the right time. I keep thinking that I need to feed her and change her litter box. I defiantly have a feeling that something is missing and that I am forgetting something every time I walk out the door.

I don't think I will ever get over this but I hope to someday move on.

Any one see Dr. Manhattan's pe-pe?

I went to go see the new Watchmen movie on Friday. I did not notice at first but after a while I noticed that the sexy....and I mean Damn sexy, Dr. Manhattan was atomically correct. (Yes his was packing some big blue penis!)
I guess that in the comic he showed everything and surprisingly they kept that same idea in the movie. It was usual to see something like that but I was glad that they kept it in. I think America is a little bit anti male nudity. I hope times are changing....the male body can be just as beautiful as the female one.
Oh and the movie was pretty good. It was a little long and was slow in the middle but over all it is worth to go see. I love how it was a more realistic super hero storyline. Oh and I am shocked how it ended...but that is a good thing.

DemonRed9 Sketch

Here is another sketch I did in Flash during my down time at work. DR9 looks rather pissed off and a bit tired. I wonder what happened? I can't draw to much skin at work so I added a little shot of his chest. Lol

Sketching at Work - Trevor

So I am pretty sure I am not the only person that tends to slack off at work. Usually when this happens I just surf the net for pointless stuff. I decided that during these moments I should be more productive. So I decided to do some sketching. So here is a sketch I did of Trevor. I don't like how it turned out but I thought I would share it with everyone anyways. Sadly I can not do any naughty ones....I am at work after all. LOL

Hades - More Hotness

I haven't posted in a while so I decided to show off some sketches that never got finished. I tend to do this a lot. Its a shame cause I like some of the ideas I come out with. Oh well....enjoy!

Re-watching a Classic.

If you don't know that I am a big fan of Sailor Moon then I think you need to pay attention a bit closer. LOL. I recently bought a subbed bootleg DVD box set of the Sailor Stars season. I am also reading the Manga as well. I have all of the seasons on DVD except season S. I have it on old fan subbed VHS so I need to get it on DVD.
Sailor Moon is quite a long series so I am taking a break from it from time to time. Right now I am watching the first season of Ugly Betty. (It's such a cute show!)
I just ordered the complete series of Red Garden. Has anyone seen it? I read to story line and I found it quite interesting. It also had a few decent reviews online.

Any how I am working on some new art. Hopefully to be posted soon!

A Look at the new Sentury

Here is a screen capture of the new Sentury. I took off all his cloths, for one reason being he looks hot naked and also because he is still a low level and I have yet to get any cool looking costumes.

At the moment he is a level 15 Paladin.

I often make a back story for my online characters. I don't know if anyone else does this or I am just a bigger dork then I first thought. Since this Sentury is on a different game from the original one I had to pretty much remake his back story and personality. Here is a little insight to this sexy Blood Elf.

Sentury is quite the free spirit compared to a lot of his fellow Blood Elves. He is often getting in trouble with his elders and does not follow rules well. He has been studying to become a great Paladin and has great amount of natural talent to become a strong warrior but Sentury is quite lazy and he would rather eat and sleep under a tree then train. Sentury tends to come off as an over confidant and cocky guy. But behind close doors he is very self conscious and lonely. He often feels like a black sheep among the other elves.

One day after having enough of the other Blood Elves rules and criticism, Sentury decides to leave SilverMoon to explore the rest of the lands. Being as naive as he tends to be he ignores the warning of dangers from the other elves and goes on alone. Sometime after his journey begins he is ambushed by a group of humans. He was no match for them and was severely injured and almost killed. Luckily at the last minuet he was saved and rescued by the Hunter Draenei Zenocide.(info on his coming soon.)

Zenocide hides Sentury and tends him back to health. Sentury resents Zeno because he is for sure he is an enemy because of his association to the Alliance. He often tries to attack Zeno and runaway. But because of Zeno's size and strength and Sen's injury's he fails miserably.

After being nursed to health Sen starts to realize his miss conceptions of Zeno and the Draenei. He starts to realise Zeno's kindness. The two decide to travel together and not soon after Sen finally realises that he has fallen in love with Zeno.

Isn't that just so sweet. The two become a couple, ignoring the obstacles that their races and war with the Alliance and Horde has set between them.

(Bootie Shot!)

GymGuy - 1

I have been tyring my best to be more healthy the last year so I have been going to gym in attempts to look better. After going for this time I have seen quite a few good looking if not absolutely hot guys. My gym is filled with so many of them. At any time of the day you are going to see at least 5-10 really hot guys...if not more. I must admit I am quite envious at times LOL

In the past few months there has been the absolutely hot muscle stud that has been working out the same time as me. He is extremely massive in build. One of his pec muscles could feed a family for Thanksgiving....if they were cannibals of course. He is bout in his 20's possibly early 30's. He has a cute face but not a total super model...which is good in a way. He is always quite tanned...which I hope is spray on cause I would not want him to get all old and leathery when he gets older. Even though he is tan he always has such Rosy cheeks. Just another cute thing about him. He totally shaves off his body hair cause he is smooth all over...even his legs. (Way hot!) The boy loves to not wear too much when he works out. I love it when he wears his skimpy loose muscle shirt when his pecs bulge out. His shorts are rather tight and kind of...well short. Almost to his mid-thigh. Got to love his legs. He sometimes walks into the gym in scrubs....which probably means he works in the health care industry. A nurse? That would be cute.

Okay that is enough for now. i am starting to sound like and old pervert. Enjoy the drawing I did of the hot gym guy. More to come!

Dragon Ball Evolution = Crap!

I ran across this movie trailer earlier today and I was shocked. My jaw was on the floor as I watched the preview. Now this was NOT a good thing. I could not believe that they are making a live action Dragon Ball movie. I am not really a fan of the series....I did at one time like to draw the characters in bara style but that was about it. I tried to watch the anime but I just could not get into it. I guess it is not my cup of tea.

I personally don't think it's a bad idea to make live action movies based on anime but this one looks horrible! Usually the trailer is suppose to show some of the best scenes to draw people to go see the movie but this one fails to do anything like that. It looks just so DUMB!

What do you all think?

Hades - First Line Art

At work I mostly use Adobe Illustrator and Flash to draw out art work. I have gotten so sure to these programs that when I come home and do some of my own art work I forget how to use photoshop. It takes me a few tries to remember the hot keys and such. I never liked the idea of doing the ink work on the computer....I always would rather do it by hand. In a lot of ways I still like to do it that way. I never have done this extensive of an ink job at work. Most of the characters are more simplified and have the same line weight. Doing the line art for this image of Hades took a bit of time. I am sure there might be a better way of inking that is faster but I will have to find that info someplace.

What I like about inking this way is that I have much more control. I can go and edit the lines and erase any mistakes. The lines are so much more cleaner and that help out slot when I add color. It just takes a bit too long....oh well you got to give time to get quality.

Oh and I am realizing more and more how much of a sexy beast Hades is. He was not created to be a Bara/yaoi character. He is an actual villain in one of me non-hentai series....still he is a nice piece of hotness. I love how his chest came out in this pic. Yummy.

The Works Of DracheaRannak

I have three major websites that I post my art work. One of them being DeviantArt.Com. This is where I post my non-hentai works. I wanted to take some time to write a blog about some of the amazing artists I have found on the site. Of course I want to talk about the artists that are more Yaoi/Bara friendly. One of these artists goes by the name of DracheaRannak. I am not quite sure if this is a male or female artists as sometimes people to not express their gender. I am pretty sure that this artists is a male.

Mr. Drachea is a exceptional artists! He has a great eye for color. His work is always so bright and fluid and very soft and clean. His style of characters is also very pleasing to the eye. They are quite pretty....even the male characters are pretty. He defiantly has a more shoujo style to his work. That is a good thing!!! His art is very pleasing to the eye and quite beautiful. I love the one I posted above of Sailor Cosmos. It is just so gorgeous!!!

Oh and the fact that he is as big of a Sailor Moon fan as me is a definite plus! He does a lot of fan art for the series that only major Sailor Moon fans would recognize. I love the one of Saban Moon and Zoicite in drag as Sailor Moon. I need to re-watch that series... I love it so much. *Fangirl Squeal*

If you get a chance check out his gallery....and leave a comment if you like what you see. Oh and his Bara/Yaoi drawings are not bad either. *wink wink* (The guy loves to draw some sexy guys in their undies....yum.)

Here is the link to his gallery.

http://drachearannak.deviantart.com/

*note* He is male! I totally did not see that it was posted on his profile. Now I feel stupid. LOL

FFXI is no longer....Welcome to Warcraft

I had played Final Fantasy XI off and on for about two years. I did enjoy the game very much during that time period. I can remember late nights when I would stay up and do group quests and level up my abilities. The last few months or so the game became quite boring. It was not because there was nothing for me to do in the game, the problem was that at my current level all the things I could do required to be done in groups. This turned out to be a real drag. I could rarely find a group at all! There are many times that I sat around crafting stuff to kill time and was never able to find a group. Because of my schedule I only had about a couple of hours to play...at most a day. There are times I would be looking for a group an hour or more. That does not leave much time to do anything once the group was formed. I had been waiting to get my airship pass for about 6 or so months cause I could not find people to help.

I transferred to different servers a few times but each server had the same problems. When it costs $25 to switch servers...well it was not wise for me to keep doing that. I played for about two years and I was only at a level 38. I know that I played off and on but that is really low for the amount of time. The game is pretty awesome but it was setup to depend way to much on groups....and that can be fun but it can suck.....A LOT!

I have only been playing Wow for about two months now. I remember I tried the demo of it but I found that the male characters were rather unattractive and that was a turn off. The FF characters are so attractive that I got so used to looking at pretty things. Even so I decided to play Wow anyway. I found that some of the male characters are really kind of hot. The Blood Elf's most of all. That is why I made Sentury into a Blood Elf. I also have a Draenei character (drawings of him coming soon).

So far I am liking the game. I do enjoy the fact that characters can actually fight each other. Being able to solo more is defiantly a plus for me. I am excited to get further in the game and see what exciting things it has to offer. Hopefully it will turn out better then FFXI did.

New Character - The Blacksmith

Age: 30

Height: 5'9"

Weight: 260lbs

Eyes: Brown

Hair: Brown

My more recent storyline, Renaissance, does not have many characters. So far there is the Prince, the Warrior King, the Dragon King and the Barbarian. I don't think that is enough characters to have! More hot guys is always a good thing. Especially with a fantasy type storyline. There are so many different kind of characters I can create with that type of storyline.

My most recent creation came out out of my head all of the sudden. I thought a cute beefy type of guy would be a nice addition. I have said before that i think it is cute when a guy has a built body and a belly at the same time, so I decided the blacksmith would be hot with that look. He has a really large build, big muscle, shoulder and what not, but he is not too tall. The Prince often tells him he is "built like a Dragon" but just lacking their height.

*note* The Dragons are quite large. Much larger then even larger humans. They can weight over 500lbs and be around 7 feet tall.

The blacksmith is a kind, gentle and soft spoken man. He is very mellow and rarely shows and anger or aggression. He lives by himself in a large town on the edge of the Prince's kingdom. He lives a lonesome life but finds comfort in taking care of the local stray cats and dogs.

The blacksmith meets the prince one day when the prince hides in his shoppe when trying to hide from the kingdoms guards that are looking for him. The prince has been running away from them because they are tyring to take him back to the castle so that he can be forced into a marriage he wants no part of.

The prince stays with the Blacksmith for a while and the two end up getting into a relationship with each other. The blacksmith has only had sex with one person, a young man that worked across the street but ended up being killed by a group of thieves. The Prince was his second sexual partner and the second person he has fallen in love with. The prince though has had a lot of loves before and after the blacksmith. How the relationship ends....I have not decided yet. LOL

Oh and I cannot think of a name for him. So if anyone has any ideas....let me know!!!

New Character - Bryson's Dad

Age: 42

Height: 5'11

Weight: 220lbs

Hair: Dirty Blond

Eyes: Blue

Story:

I have always had an image of this hot Daddy in my head but this is the first time that I have ever drawn him out. Bryson come from quite the jock family. His eldest bother was the star quarter back in both high school and college. His father was also the star quarterback in his high school and college days. Sadly for him he was injured during a college game and was never able to head off to the pros. Because of this Bryson's dad had developed quite the drinking problem. This was the reason that led to the divorce of Bryson's parents.

Mr. Daddy here coaches peewee football as a hobby. He tends to live trough Bryson by pushing him to play football. Bryson of course is not to interested but is quite a good kicker for the team. Daddy is often quite verbally abusive to Bryson when he does not live up to his standards.

Homophobe:

Bryson's dad can be quite the homophobe. He often trows around the "faggot" word. Daddy of course acts this way because of his own homosexual confusion. He became a father at 16 when he got Bryson's mother pregnant. He then had his second son a few years later then Bryson. His whole life he had attractions to men but tried to convince himself he didn't by having relations with women.

When Bryson comes out to his father he becomes so angry at the idea that his son is gay that he pretty much beats the crap out of Bryson and kicks him out of the house. At this time period Bryson is in a relationship with Trevor. He leaves his house and lives with Trevor for the time being.

Now here is where all the crazy "soap-opera" stuff starts to happen!!!

Trevor...trying to be the best boyfriend he can, decides to confront Bryson's dad and try to reason with him about how he is treating his son. Trevor goes to a local bar where Bryson's dad has had one to many drinks. To make a long story short Trevor and Bryson's dad end up having sex!!! (I told you this was drama). Well Trevor and Bryson's dad end up telling Bryson....after fucking many many times. (Trevor took Daddy's Man-virginity) LOL. Well as you can expect Bryson was not very happy! Poor thing he always gets his heart broken.

Well sorry to drag this on but I never really get to talk much about my plot lines. Oh and if anyone has a good name to give to Bryson's dad please let me know. I am drawing a blank on name ideas.

Absolutebleu Has a Blog!

Good news everyone, Absolutebleu has just opened a new blog!!! I am pretty excited about this one. I am not sure if he opened one of his own free will or if everyone took my advice and heckled him to open one. Either way I am glad that he has decided to start one! Oh and there is a new very hot drawing he has posted. Go check it out!!! http://www.bleuboys.blogspot.com/

This is why I love Absolutebleu!

Mr. Aboslutebleu has recently posted another amazingly HOT piece of work. His new addition...comically titled "Hot, Hung and a bit Dumb" is another great reason why I like this artists so much. In fact of other fellow artists that I have seen on Y-Gallery, he would be one of the top three. I really enjoy all of hims characters. These studs are the type of guys I like to find drawings of. Cute faces....big built body's and a sexy attitude to match. I love his use of soft lines and color. His style is definitely something I am very attracted to. I like the use of "over exaggeration" on his characters anatomy. The larger hands and feet. The wide shoulders and bubbled out Pec muscles. His tendency to draw large round nipples. (did I eve mention I like a nice set of nipples?) Oh and of course his attractive looking penises. LOL
If you have not seen this artists work before....I don't see how anyone could not have seen his work before....but in case here is his Y-Gallery page.

Oh and I been trying to convince Aboslutebleu to start up his own blog so we can see more of his work and get to know a bit more about him and his characters. I think that he needs a little more convincing. So while you are visiting his gallery why don't every one write him a note to open up a blog. Perhaps with a bit more convincing he just might do so. ^_^

Miss Jackson Rock with U tour ROCKED!!!

Okay so it has been a while since September 19Th but I still wanted to post a blog about Janet's AMAZING concert! This was the second major concert that I have ever attended. The first one was Gwen Stefani's latest tour. Let me fist say if you are a Janet fan and you are able to go to her concert then BUY A TICKET AND GO! This is a show you do not want to miss. It is not stop energy and fun. This truly was her "greatest hits" tour. She performs at least 2 songs from each album she has ever done. She did a good amount of songs from her Discipline album...which i was glad to hear cause I just love that album. She even performed a couple of songs from her very first two album. For all your Janet fans they were from her "Janet" and "Dream Street" albums. These came out before the "Control" album and were not very big....but it was still cool for her to perform them.

This whole concert is nothing but dance. Miss Janet only took a break when she performed a hand full of ballads. Other then that she was dancing her ass off! For being 42 she rocked the house and looked hot doing it! Her costumes and hair were way cool as well.

There has been some heath problems that Janet has has the last couple of weeks. She had to unfortunately cancel and reschedule some of her shows. From what I last found out she is feeling better and back on to her tour schedule. I wish her the best of health and a great rest of her tour. Don't let the previous reschedules scare you from buying a ticket. You must go see the show! You won't regret it!

*note* One month until I go see Madonna!

He is Gay but he is not Hentai

I have noticed that over the past year or two my non "hentai" characters have been ignored. Not saying that I don't love my hentai characters....I do, but these guys deserve some attention from me. LOL
I decided to draw a character that I have not drawn in years. His older character design was quite different then this one. I actually came up with his new costume on a whim. It is suppose to look like a modern version of a Roman soldier. Which fits him well cause he is the "God of War", well a "God of War in training". He is from the same series as my Hades character. HERE

Is there a gay relationship between the two??? Well actually no there is not...Hades is not gay...but this god of war is. Perhaps something could happen between the two is a spin off.

I am glad that now that the anime convention has passed I have a little more time do work on some of my art. Just a little time....about an hour and a half three days a week. That really is not a lot of time but I will try my best to keep my blog and gallery updated.

STAY TINNED!

What A Weekend!!!

Well it was my 11Th year of going to the local anime convention and I must say it was a good one! Me and my friends costumes were a big hit with the con goers. They did get more attention then I did...which is to be expected due to the fact they were cute furry animal mascots. It was sad that a good amount to people did not know what series we were from. Come on Tenchi Muyo is a classic! I hears some people calling them "Bunny's" and even people even called them "Digimon". I wanted to slap my forehead so many times that weekend. More of the older con goers knew who we were and they even noted I was Tenchi. I got a lot of comments of how I made a good Tenchi. Which was good since I am not even Asian.

We did not win any prizes for the costume contest. I felt some people got jipped cause there were some freaking awesome costumes!!! I guess there were too many good ones to give prizes to them all. I was so worn out from the weekend. Who knew wearing a costume was so draining. I feel sorry for my friends costumes. They were incredibly hot! I am so cosplaying next year. My first year cosplaying went so well I am sure my second time will be just as great. Who knew this could be so addicting.

The art show and auction went very well. I won 2ND place digital for my Sailor moon piece. I had three of my art work displayed at the show and all of them sold. My Sailor moon one sold for $40, my Winter Goddess sold for $35 and my Harry Potter sold for $140. That was a nice prize to top off a wonderful weekend. (look below for the images I had in the art show)

Long Needed Update!

I know I have not been updating my blog lately but there is a good reason...well two good reasons. First off I had nothing to really update my blog with....I have not had a chance to work on my hunks in a while. The other reason is that I have been busy getting ready for the upcoming anime convention. It takes place the second weekend of September. What is sad is that with only a few weeks left I have no art work ready for it and my costume is not even started yet. I have about half or the pencils done for my main art piece but nothing else. I am planing on doing a large drawing and then two smaller ones. The image above is a sample of what I am planing of doing....any guesses on what it is? LOL There is a lot more to the image, I thought I would just show you all a little piece of it since I have not posted anything in a while.

In case you are wondering what I am dressing up as....and yes this will be the first time I ever dressed up. Which is odd cause this is the 11Th year I have been going to this con. Me and a few other people are doing a Tenchi Muyo theme this year. I am going to go as Tenchi himself. Here is the outfit I am going to be dressed in. It's not a full view and in black and white but you get the idea. ^_^

Since my job is heavily involved in animating in Flash I am planing on animating some of my characters. So stay posted to see the progression of the project.